From Taylor, Age 14 - 03/13/03 - IP#:  Click here to reply  
today in class we switched seats. I was close to my friends, so we started throwing notes. Jamie was saying somethin and mouthed my name. i though they were gonna just try to embarass me (we do that to eachother.) Lyuba (it's a russian name) wrote something and let Reyna and Jamie read it, I knew they were gonna do somethin, so i wanted to know, I had to (yes, kinda nosy.) Anywayz, Lyuba rushed out of class to catch up with her boyfriend, so i asked jamie and reyna what she said. "Do you really want to know?" asked reyna."yes i do." i said."It might hurt your fellings, what lyuba wrote." jamie said."I don't care. Lemme see." i said.Ok, it said:Jamie: Have you noticed where taylor sits?? She got stuck with all the fat people!!Reyna: I know!!! I feel bad, she don't even like them.Lyuba: You guys, she kinda fits in. She's a little on the chubby side.I was shocked. I hid my hurt and embarassment. They said "we're already gettin back at lyuba. We did yesterday and we are again today."I wanted to cry, but i didn't. Jamie dissed herself to make me feel better, but i forgot what she said. Juss because lyuba is a size 0 and i'm a 13, that's why she said it. I look like a 11, but it don't matter. I was gonna tell my friends about my losin weight, but i didn't, i was too embarassed.
Reply from Liz, Age 18 - 03/15/03  - IP#:
Hey dont starve yourself all the time I just mean eat properly when you're at home BUT if your around your friends and they are eating just eat like one carrot stick and look really depressed. But eat properly when your at home! tell us what happens too.
Reply from Taylor, Age 14 - 03/14/03  - IP#:
That;s a good idea!!! Reyna and Jamie hated what Lyuba wrote and didn't want to show me at all!!!! They didn't want to hurt my feelings. I'm tryin to get down to 115. I'm 5'4 1/2" and 145. I'll try that food thing. Lyuba will feel horrible. And what pisses me off, she can eat ANYTHING and EVERYTHING!!!! and one thing (she no where near as smart as me!)
Reply from Liz, Age 18 - 03/14/03  - IP#:
wow im so sorry to hear that! that must have been the crapiest day. It is so hard when some people think they are so good just cause they are skinny. You should make a list of all the excellent qualities that you have that they dont im sure theres heaps! One thing i can think of to get revenge, you probably shouldnt do it, but when your around them dont eat when they are and be like im not eating now that you guys think im fat theyll feel so bad!