~ COCO'S STORY! ~

Hi. Well........... first off. Im fat. in my picture im the blonde one. the other person is my sister who i love sooo much. just as everyone else in my family.I dont think anyone looks as bad as I do in the world.. Im UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish that i could stay inside and never be seen. but i have to go to school and stores, Only if I could fit in cloths. I weigh 133. My friends say that im not fat. But i am. My BMI thing says that im obese. Then I tryed a differnent website and it said the same thing. I dont like my self cause im so ugly, short, and OBESE!

I wish that I could be 100 pound. Or less. but that would be to loose 33 pounds. But still.... i hate my fatness and ugly ness. I have a crush on this boy. He is really cute. But i think the only reason he doesnt talk to me or like me is because I am fat AKA OBESE!!!!!!!! I hate being OBESE!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was on a website that tells girls wat a boy thinks of a girl. And wat kind of girl he likes. Well......... most of the answers were something like " I hate fat people. They are ugly and lumpy" And stuff like " fat people are just one word. 'Gross'" I almost cryed. I get so mad at my self when I eat, I know that, that sounds really bad, but really......... unless i am just eating a carrot im angrey at my self. But why why why why why why why why why why why why why why!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUT OF EVERYONE IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THA OBESEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MY FRIENDS ARE JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE ALL THIN! AND SKINNY! AT MY OLD SCHOOL I WAS MADE FUN OF ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THE TIME! SOME PEOPLE WOULD COME UP TO ME AND ASK IF I KNEW WHAT SLIM FAST IS!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I WOULD SAY YES. AND THEN THEY WOULD EXPLAIN HOW I SHOULD USE IT. I WOULD GO HOME AND CRYYYYYYYYYYY! IM SUCH A BABY. I HAVE NO SELF ESTEEM. MY MOM SAYS THAT I NEED TO BUILD ONE. BUT I JUST CANT. I CANT BECAUSE IM FAT. OH WAIT.....................
OBESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM HIDIOUS! AND................. AND,.....................................
NOTHING ELSE! BUT FAT, UGLY, SHORT, STUPID, AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT IS NEGITIVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! REPLY TO ME ON THE PRETEEN BILL-BOARD. JUST LOOK FOR THE NAME COCO. THEN PLEASE! I BEG OFF YOU. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
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