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From tanja, Age 15

hey guys! guess what i'm starting a diet tommorrow hopefully but this time im really excited. my parents are signing me up for a gym and i cant wait ive begged them for yrs. anyway im a little annoyed u see i'm the only fat one in my family and my entire family likes to call me names or make me feel bad w/o even realizing it. it really hurts me and im so tired of it. my mom made me see a doctor and she was so mean she called me huge and fat and made me seriously cry i am still mad at my mom for making me go, and u know what a month later she made me see a nutrition. no offense but i'm not stupid all the nutrition did was say dont eat fatty foods, watch calorie intake, and blah blah blah stuff i already knew. its really annoying when u feel like everyone is against u. u feel like everyone in school judges u and even your parents and siblings. i had homecoming a few months ago and i was really excited to go w/ a lot of my friends of course none guys. it took me a month to find a dress that fit me i was so mad. i hate looking for clothes b/c i get annoyed. im a very stylish person and most are impressed that i dress as good as i do w/ my weight but i still dont look good in anything and i still cant bare to buy stuff knowing what size it is and how bad it looks anyway. u know what i hate most of all jeans. they annoy me so much i can never find a pair that fits me right. i have a big stomache but sort of small legs so i wear a size 18 and i have no room left in the stomache area but like 6 inches hanging off my legs it looks rediculous. i really hope i can loose weight. its so annoying trying to loose weight. i hate looking this way and i think it sort of ruins my life. i have a lot of friends but they all go shopping together and they use me as the stylist and i dress them up. i can never play along w/ them or even buy clothes when they r there b/c they wear sizes 1 or 3 and i wear size 18. they dont even realize i weigh 240lbs they think i weigh like 170lbs.( little do they know) i want to ask someone on here a question if they lost more than 120lbs. please answer if u have ok here it is.... Do u have any sagging skin? i hope not b/c that's one of my biggest fears why should i loose all this weight and still look bad b/c of sagging skin. ok bye u guys thanks for reading this long letter