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From chelsea, Age 15

Hey everyone..I am slipping into a hole again and I don't know what to do. I havent weighed myself yet but I know I'm probably up in the 140s again. I don't know what to do. I keep telling myself that I will do better and then never do..plus i messed up on my new so called vegan lifestyle and i really want to do it for myself and for animals..but i didnt have the right stuff in my house and binged on all the food i could. i feel like crap right now. Tomorrow I will weigh in and let you know my weight..then I'm just going to start all over. I havent exersized in a long time so I'm going to start doing that again..and I guess try eating better. I just feel like all of my success was lost. plus my brother keeps having his skinny girl friend over that is in a like size 0 ..she's gorgeous..but makes me feel fat as anything..but i know ill never be like that..i just want to get down to what I use to be..a size three..i know it sounds big but on a person thats only 5'1" its fine. but anyway..please guys..i need support more then anything right now. just people to talk to and to help me through this..but please..if your like 5'5" and 120 pounds trying to get to 115..don't talk to me about it cuz you'd have no clue what its like to actually be bigger then other girls and feel fat. well ok everyone..good luck to you. Chels