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From Megan, Age 15

PLEASE READ ALL OF THIS!!!Ok,i know this is gonna seem like a really long story, but i think i should be honest with the people that want to help me look damn fine.I weigh currently 5'7 155 pounds (lost 10). I know i should be happy and i am, except i started this diet in november and i haven't lost anymore weight. The reason why i wanna lose weight is becasue this guy (cole, who i swear is the hottest guy ever) is coming to visit his cousin, which happens to be my ex boyfriend on July 1st. The last time cole saw me i weighed 145 which is still alot but i really didn't care about my weight because that was like 2 and a half years ago.I was really ugly and fat and had a boy haircut when he saw me last, but he didn't care he still talked to me and stuff and i thought that that was pretty cool of him. We kept in touch over the summer thru internet and he even phoned me a couple of times.I saw him a few months after he came to vist his cousin(who was now my bf) for a school dance. He was like even better looking than before i saw him but i thought my bf was hotter. My best friend and i both think he's the hottest guy ever and we are both trying to lose weight for when he comes up in a few months, but the thing is she is like 5'4 and 115!!! I mean yah "ur really fat".I only wish i could weigh thatand wear a size 5. When cole visited his cousin last summer we didn't have a chance to see him because we were camping, we were so bumed about this but decided it was for the better because we didn't look to skinny or shall i say me. My ex told cole a hole bunch of bad things about me (i haven't even talked to my ex at all that year,so i don't see how i was a bi*ch)and i'm sure he said i was fat and i weighed 165 when all of this was happening, i could of started crying, but my ex and i went out for 1 year!!! and he would always say how fat i was behind my back (what an a**hole). Anyway i would like to weigh 120 pounds when cole comes to prove to him that everything his cousin told him was a bunch of bull. I want to look good for once in my life. Thanks for ur time in reading this, i know it's long.If u have any further questions about this story i will gladley answer them. So that would be great if you could give me some advice.