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From sad and depressed, Age 16

Ht. 5'9", Start: 320 lb, Today: 320 lb, Goal: 210 lb - i really am sick of being fat. honestly i hate it. ive been a big kid ever since i can remember and during all that time ive been teased and made fun of. i hate myself for being the size i am and i pretty much have no self esteem. school starts next week and my mom and i went shopping for clothes and i havent found anything that fits correctly. if it is my size then chances are its not something i would wear in public let alone to school. most of the clothes in my size are ugly old lady clothes and the fact of the matter is i want to wear the latest fashions and feel good about myself just like everybody else. during the summer i was walking about a mile a day hoping i could lose a little weight but recently i stopped mostly because i just didnt feel like doing it anymore. i will start walking once school starts. i dont expect to see results immediately but i would like for there to be something that shows im making some type of progress. i know it takes patience and im willing to put in the work but i feel really discouraged sometimes.