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From Jessica, Age 16

Ht. 5'3", Start: 162 lb, Today: 160 lb, Goal: 104 lb - Hey girls I want you to know your not alone strugling with weight issues, I been having trouble to get myself movated to excrise and get back on the scale, IM just afraid that I gained weight back,, from last year, I am turning 17 years old. This July, it not funny, this it not funny, I just want to keep movation, I am tried of being the fat cousin and fat frined, it is anoying me at this,, I want to scream and cry,, I feel like a loser, cause I am still 13)14) Juniours, my friend lost enough to get into a M, she makes me jelious,I wish I was out 13)14) at this point I should have lost at least 40 pounds, I have given up hope of reaching, my wieght loss is very slow,,, I am running, fast, I am doing 400 meters and 100, meter and running long jump in the sand, I got Sketchers shap-Ups sneakers, hopeing they would movate me, I have the DVD that came with my sneakers should I use it, cause it has cariod workouts!! I can sing really great, If any of you girls weigh 165 lbs. Don't give up, I hope to be 140's by two moutnhs, I had enough of this,, I am just worried about my healthy and life span, I am so sad,, cause I wanted to make myself proud and tell my friend James that I lost weight, I want to see him smile! Instead I get dispointment of myself I want to sing at my homeschool talent show, I am afriad of kids-teens will laugh at me, I been known to hide in my shell,, I just want to be healthy, if Trip can lose over 200 pounds, I want to lose that 61 pounds from almsot two years ago.. I was at 165 lbs at my heavest, I been told by my docotors 104 pounds is healthy, I was thinking 108 lbs. I am tried of being overweight,, not even funny.. I want to feel good about myself shoping for clothes I haven't felt good about since I was like 10 or 11. Jessica16.