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From Ashley, Age 17

Ht. 5'6", Start: 225 lb, Today: 198 lb, Goal: 145 lb - OKAY SO YEAH IT REALLY SUCKS BEING OVERWEIGHT BUT IVE ALWAYS BEEN A "BIG GIRL" EVEN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND YES I USED TO GET TEASED ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME KIDS ARE SO CRUEL AND SO ARE ADULTS.YEA IM FAT OKAY I KNOW THIS Y DO U HAVE TO REMIND ME. WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I JUST WANNA CRY. Y DO I HAVE TO BE FAT.. I WISH I HAD THE PERFECT BODY.. WHO DOSENT? BUT U KNO SOMETHING NOBODYS PERFECT..NOBODY! SO WHEN UR TEASING SOME1 FOR BEING FAT.. Y DONT U LOOK AT URSELF.. I JUST TURNED 17 BUT I FEEL LIKE IM ABOUT 25. IVE HAD A HARD LIFE OTHER THEN BEING FAT AND TEASED.BUT IM NOT GONNA GET INTO THAT. I WAS ON MY OWN AT 13 SO IM VERY MATURE FOR MY AGE I ALWAYS HAVE BEEN. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT. LIFE IS HARD AND IT GETS HARDER AND HARDER AS U GET OLDER. BUT SOME PEOPLE ARE "BIG" AND THATS JUST WHO THEY ARE. I HATE IT WHEN SKINNY GIRLS SAY THAT THEIR FAT. ARE U KIDDING ME.. I USED TO CARE SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT ABOUT ME AND HOW I LOOKED BUT NOW I REALLY DONT GIVE A F*** THINK WHAT U WANT ABOUT ME. IT IS WAT IT IS.I'AM ALL THAT I CAN BE DONT LIKE IT DONT LOOK AT ME. GIRLS DONT STRESS ABOUT BEING "BIG".. DONT STARVE URSELF ND TRY ND BE A SIZE 0 ACCEPT URSELF FOR WHO U ARE.. DONT TRY ND BE SOMETHING UR NOT ITS NOT WORTH IT. BELIEVE ME I KNOW HOW U FEEL..