From Amber, Age 17 - 06/25/03 - IP#: 4.63.124.xxx  Click here to reply  
Hi, I just started a new diet on Thursday and 
I was doing soooooooo good until today.  It was my grandfathers 70th birthday today and I ate cheese cake and regular cake.  
I thought the cheese cake would be less fattening than the regular cake but I was soooooooo wrong.  And then my family all went out for barbeque and 
I thought that I was doing good to just get a baked potatoe but I put so much sour cream and cheese on it that it ended up being more calories than the BBQ.  I feel really bad and I am really mad at myself for getting carried away when I was doing soooooooo good.  I really hate myself right now.  I know it sounds like I just want attention but to be honest I guess that is what I want.  I want to hear people tell me not to give up because that way I keep going.  I am sorry if you feel I am being shallow.  
I just want some encouragement.  That is what this site is for, right?  Thank you.