From emily, Age 15 - 07/05/03 - IP#:  Click here to reply  
Today: 245 lb - well, yeah its me em. I weigh 245 lbs. i hate it. every morning i wake up wishing i wasnt me. people think its easy to lose weight. its not. i hate how i look, and how i feel. i hate my skinny friends and how they complain all the time about how "fat" they are. I dont actully eat that much. im just fat. fat. fat. fat. i hate shopping because nothing fits me. EVER. i cant shop with my friends because they go to store like "American Eagle" and "The Gap" and nothing fits me. I hate wearing clothes form the mens section. dammit im a woman, i want to wear womans clothes. Even the pants dont fit me in the mens section. dammm i hate it. I hate how the sizes go only to 14. im a freakin size 24. i hate it. everyhting about it. everynight i go to sleep wishing that i would magically be skinny. i would feel so carefree and happy. but no, i am stuck in my fat, grotesque body. BLAH i hate it. I even tried running 2 miles a day for three weeks. NOTHING. no results, im still as fat as ever. mabye worse. every week i swear im gaining more pundage. i want to throw up thinking of it. In every fat person, there is a skinny one screaming to get out.
Reply from patrick, Age 17 - 07/07/03  - IP#:
Hey! Don;y worry youll look good in no time
e-mail me sometime at or im me at clance708 (aol) if you wanna share stories...good luck!
Reply from Arianna, Age 14 - 07/06/03  - IP#:
hey I know hoe you feel but making yourself throwup to be skinny isn't the anserw. Email me at or IM me my screen name is LILSweetJanelly.
Reply from Sarah, Age 14 - 07/06/03  - IP#:
Yeah I know how you feel I am 178 and I need to loose some so I am healthy. My mom did weight watchers and I tried it with her it helped her and it helped me a little. My doctor told me about some other sites to so if you want to know them you can email me at and we can work together and help each other out. So long for now.
Reply from Brittney, Age 15 - 07/06/03  - IP#:
Hey Emily,
I Feel the EXACT same way as you do! i just wrote in my online diary like the samething you wrote. I would really like to talk to you more maybe we could help eachother. My email address is please email me! I am 15 and weigh 212 lbs
Reply from megan, Age 17 - 07/06/03  - IP#:
Hey..i feel your pain. Have you ever tried to be apart of a weight loss weight watchers or Jenny craig...if you have support from other people just like helps sooooooo very much! they are a little expensive but it is worth every penny. My mom was apart of one and they gave her food and told her what exercises to do that responds to her body and she lost so much weight very, very is totally worth a try! Don't give yourself!