From Brittany, Age 17 - 01/19/04 - IP#: 68.248.72.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'5", Today: 221 lb (BMI %tile: 98) - Oh man, where do I begin.... 
I've been overweight for just about all of my life.  I'm 17 now, 5'5" and 221 pounds.  I have been so depressed lately because of my weight.  I have been second guessing friendships because I'm afraid they dont like me for me.. and it's just getting worse.  I want more than anything to have a companion.  Someone I can talk to and go to whenever I need something.  People are just so shallow sometimes.  I am sick of guys judging you.... it seems like girls have to have PERFECT bodies in order for guys to even look at them.  I know there are guys out there that aren't like this, but 
I just wish one would come my way.  I believe I am a very pretty girl, just my weight is just a huge burden.  I have tried nearly everything to become skinny... I have even took diet pills... and those are horrible for your body! I've stopped now, but 
everytime I eat, I feel guilty and I'm sick of it.  I applied for the Ultimate weight loss challange for teens, but I doubt I'll get the spot.  All I really want is a significant other really.  I want someone to "lean on"  Well, this is a great way to get all of my feelings out, thanks for listening guys!