From Kayla, Age 16 - 07/13/12 - IP#: 71.217.81.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'7", Start: 320 lb, Today: 320 lb (BMI %tile: 98), Goal: 150 lb - So. Here I am. Im not sure how to begin, so keep that in mind. I haven't always been this size. As a kid I was very active- I did track, basketball, gymnastics, you think of it I did it. I grew up with 3 brothers, & I am the youngest, so yeah- I was like another little boy. Sadly, I didnt have the best childhood. I grew up in severe Domestic Violence. Lets just say, when my "father" decided to keep me for 2 weeks longer than the originally planned 2 days, I was molested not only by him- but his friends.
Subconsciously after that, I just stuffed everything down, and ate. Food became my way out. How I saw it was, Fat people dont get positive attention. Guys wouldnt like me as a girl, if you catch my drift. When memories would threaten to come up, or if I got touched (friendly gestures- hugs, or a hand on my arm etc), I would eat. I hated it (and I still do). Over the past few days, I have come to the realization, When I was little I couldnt stop what happened. I was young, & up against more than one grown men. NOW I have the power to stop it. I was down to 295 lbs, but I got scared of my own success and self sabotaged myself. I ate and ate and ate. Eventually gaining all my weight back. I dont look the size I am. The weight is evenly spread about, but I AM large. I have had this epiphany recently; When Iwas little I couldnt stop what happened because I was young, and against grown men. NOW- I am older. I CAN stop things if I am in that situation ever again. I love MMA (Mixed Martial Arts) As well as kickboxing, & fighting type things. I want to lose 50 pounds, THEN start with those classes. My future goals are; 1. I want to be healthy- At 150 pounds. 2. I want to do gymnastics again, as well as Kickboxing, & MMA. Also, I want to be able to run 3 miles or more. 4. I wanna keep it off. Its currently July 13, 2012: By my 17th birthday I want to lose 80-100 lbs (August 30th). Let the weight loss begin!
Reply from Jessica, Age 16 - 07/14/12  - IP#: 184.6.214.xxx
That is so sad what happened to you as kid, I feel sorry for you, small healthy poritoned sized foods, a lot of steamed vegtables, 85% lean meat, a lot of furit, drink lots of water, once you get down to 162 lbs I would suggest a store its one of my favorite stores!!! dElIA's you can look at their catlogs, cut a picture of a pair of jeans or shorts you would to wear when you lost over 100 lbs, and picture youself wearing the jeans or the shorts!!! imange, that Kayla!!!! it going to take time, it does not happen over night..
Jessica16.
 
Reply from Hafsa, Age 16 - 07/14/12  - IP#: 188.54.25.xxx
You can do it i am sure .. today is my first day ... keep going , I want to have lost as much weight as i can by my 17th too. as long as you give it ur best shot whatever happens then u can be happy with urself because u know u gave it ur all ..
wishing u the best of luck .
 
Reply from Gace, Age 17 - 07/14/12  - IP#: 166.248.135.xxx
You go, girl!! You can do this! I have confidence in you :)