From susan, Age 13 - 09/03/04 - IP#: 63.189.104.xxx  Click here to reply  
I started school two weeks ago. I transferred to a new school. from a catholic all girl shcool to public middle school. then it hit me. there are guys at my new school. see at my old school there was never a reason to look especially good or impress somebody because i was in an all girl school. i am 5'2 and 136 pounds. ive always been comfortable with who i am because it never mattered, but now i am self conscious around everyone and i constantly worry about what everyone thinks of me.i know its bad but i cant help feeling awful because the girls in my school is really skinny and never have zits or anything. they are perfect literally.and plus i have a crush on this totally cool guy, his locker is next to mine so i see him every day! not that i mind!!!!ive made up my mind. i am going to lose 3 pounds every week. im going try really hard to be 110 pounds by the end of december. anyone who wants to join me can. my email address is yellowtail_57@yahoo.com peace out.