From chelsea, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 149.174.164.xxx Click here to reply
Ok..#1 If you want me to leave the bored that's fine..Let me tell you all something though..I hurt really bad and I bet I've had a harder life then any of you. I do not try to start arguments and I try to help a lot of the people I meet on here..I have made a few good friends that Help me with my weight loss..You can believe what you want about me but I have stuggled with anorexia so long and Its ruined me.....When I stopped starving myself I gained a lot of weight after trying to recover..You can really hurt someone who has been through all of this by calling them a cow and If that's not Immature I don't know what is...You know nothing about me..nothing about my life..You've made me cry and You've just set me off. If you don't believe me e mail me or IM me or something and you'll get to know me. I have a lot of friends and I'm really well liked because I'm such a nice person..The only reason I've been mad here lately is because everything on blubberbusters has been all about anorexia or something else or boyfriends..And If thats what you mean about me being rude then what your doing is a lot worse..calling people fat..My friend Clifford is being called fat in the chat room and people are posting mean things about her too..Maybe you guys that replied don't like me because I stood up for myself when you said something rude or acted stuck up to me. Clifford know's me and know's the fact that I have been through eating disorders for so long...I was teased really bad as a little kid..( while having other problems at home ) and kids picked on me day in and day out..and then I got really sick with eating disorder..I had them all ..you name it..anorexia, bulimia, mia..all of them on and off for 5 years..As for right now I have a binge eating disorder and It makes me feel so mad at myself and so guilty..God only know's what Is next. I want to get better and I want to be a normal kid.....I don't want to waste my life away worrying about my weight and people that call me fat and say things like you do don't help any. I didn't even realize I was being mean or you know..whatever but your being much worse to me. When I first came to this site It was nice ...People supported eachother..There were no posts about boyfriends or anorexics..It was all about us trying to help eachother with our goals and now It's turned in to this freak show where everyone wants to make fun of other people, try to get boyfriends, and people who want to turn anorexic. Do you know that its hard for me to hear about anorexia because I use to struggle with it so bad and I feel guitly about being semi-normal now. If you get to know Me I'm actually a really sweet person. I want to help people with problems that most of us here all face and I'm just trying to use this site as something to incourage me and inspire me to reach my goal..My goal is to be healthy and confident with my self again..but people calling me fat is just making it harder. But anyways I'm going to say this with all honesty and It's not being sarcastic..I am sorry for swearing and being mean to a few of you..I remember I was mean to Anne and I'm sorry for that..but I believe you were making fun of me and That's why I said something..Anyway..I'm not going to ramble on anymore
Reply from Emily, Age 12 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 68.148.144.xxx meghan. everyom=ne is intiteled to think they have a bad life , as do i. different sittuations can be really hard and so u can't really say your life is worse. i think that was a great post and i am sorry about what u have been through chelsea. =)
Reply from Kaitlyn, Age 14 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 68.184.9.xxx I classify red as being stupid, but that is just my opinion. How do he/she know that chelsea is lieing, so retarded!!!
Reply from cristina to red, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 205.188.116.xxx how do you classify yourself?
Reply from red, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 213.233.146.xxx chelsea you have a habbit of doing that...... what weight are you, how would you class youself, chubby fat massive ugly stupid worthless veryfat obese, or all?
Reply from Annie 2 red, Age 14 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 66.30.249.xxx red if u can't say anything nice then don't say anything at all...................
Reply from chelsea, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 64.12.116.xxx dude.you keep saying the same thing over and over again how you dont believe me..i told you i dont care!! because i know what was true. and your the one feeling sorry for yourself bye bye
Reply from red, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 213.233.146.xxx if you hadnt lied about having anorexia i would have believed that.... but you did lie... so i dont.... i have had problems in that respect, but i dont cut myself off from the world and take pity on myself, and telll people that my life is soooo hard... unlike you... but you lie, you never had an ed
Reply from cristina, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 205.188.116.xxx w/e yall!! i am really sick of this place, i am only here to make friends and get help with my problems. and chelsea, go ahead and email me, i would like to talk to you.....smartgurl0099@wmconnect.com, or jchsgoodgirl@yahoo.com........im me at smartgurl0099
Reply from Clifford, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 67.40.165.xxx i didnt say u were lieing cristina i just said u prolly had it has hard a chels here but in a different type of way and i never said u were lieing bout beig ana or bulimic or any of that i just said chels does have it hard and i was mainly angry cuz u got all difensive towards chels and she was just saying whut she thinks and how she feels and u always use different names so i dont no any more i never said u were a lier.
Reply from chelsea, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 64.12.116.xxx for your information red..my dad beats me and both of my parents are on drugs and not to mention my mom might have cancer..so before you judge and make your statements you better think
Reply from cristina to clifford, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 205.188.116.xxx oh, and about her parents, she should be lucky she has them.....even if they beat her, or starve her or whatever.......dont forget, i have had foster parents starve me and try to beat me!!!
Reply from chelsea, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 64.12.116.xxx hey megan...dude..I know I probably don't have the hardest life here but what I'm saying is that I don't like the fact that Red and other people were making fun of me. I dont know if your really who you say you are or not but If you are I'm sorry I came off as selfish..I was just making a statement of how I felt at the time. I'm sure we have both been threw a lot..keep you head up and I'm here for you ..Chels
Reply from red, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 213.233.146.xxx i think that she is lucky enough to have parents, and i think that someone who has been through foster homes would agree.... this again backs up that she is a self pitying liar
Reply from cristina to clifford, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 205.188.116.xxx um yea, sorry bout the name thing! my foster sister was the one who got me on to this site!! i dont pretend to be other people, thats gay! and you dont know anything about me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how the heck do you know for sure that i wasn't anorexic and bulimic?????????????????????ill tell you now that I WAS! i have said that in alot of my posts!!!!!!!! SO you know what Clifford, i am really happy that chelsea can go to you, but you are really mean to me, I AM NOT PRETENDING!! what the heck you want me to do? send you my adoption agency records and the hospital records that i had to go to when i got sick?????? people have and still tease me!!! even my adoptive siblings!!! you have no idea how hard it was for me to go from family to family!!!! and im really nice and LOVE to help out, but all of these people cant afford it!!!!! How the heck do you want me to prove my problems to you???? i have only lied like 2 times in my life! i have never been around long enough to lie any more!!!!! so get over it!!!!
Reply from Clifford, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 67.40.165.xxx meghan just stop i no u are pretending to be other people to cuz ur ip address is thae same as other peoples so just y dont u leave to and she has had it tough u dont even no whtu her parents r like and she comes on and crys to me and i let her cuz i no whut it is like and i would say whut her parents r like but i dont no if she wants me to se just leave and stop pretending to be a bunch of people meghan or whoever u r
Reply from MEghan, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 205.188.116.xxx OMG! ok, you know what, by what you have said, i think that you are selfish!!! I have had such a harder life than you think!!!! you dont know anyone here! iv been back and forth between foster homes, 3 of the families abused me, i have been forced to be anorexic, to make myself happy i made myself throw up, and no way can you say ur life was worse. the family i am with now, they are all overweight,and so i am eating soooo much that i got fat! you are probably a really nice person, but i am too! i am very kind and help out in the communties that i live in! right now is the best time of my life!!! so i dont care about you! why cant you take criticism? its not that big of a deal!! if someone says something, just remember that they dont know you, so dont take offence! oh, and by the way, ur like "anorexic, bulimia, mia..." well, mia and bulimia are the SAME THING! but you know what, you should im me sometime.........Smartgurl0099 or email smartgurl0099@wmconnect.com i want to talk to you!
Reply from chelsea, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 152.163.253.xxx aww..thank you soo much..If you ever need to talk e mail me... I think we'd share a lot and have a lot in common. I'm sorry your going threw the same thing I am..I'm here to talk if you need it..Chels
Reply from KC, Age 13 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 66.82.9.xxx Hey, I just read your post. It made me feel really bad knowing that I used to do the same thing people are doing now. Calling others fat a cow etc... Seeing this post i now know how much it really hurts people. I want to say sorry even though i never said anything to you. I still feel that I should say it. Please forgive me. I used to be really thin. and well now im not and since people out in public calkl me those names i totaly undersatand how it hurts people. I wish you the best of luck on reaching your goal. and if you need any help with anything put a post up and i will reply and help in any way i can. God Bless, Kaycie
Reply from chelsea, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 152.163.252.xxx I agree with you completely Clifford! Thank you so much..everyone who has taken up for me You guys are the best and the reason I like coming here..Thank you
Reply from Clifford, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 67.40.165.xxx Ok see chelsea we met in the most weird way with u being rude to me and no whut it has changed and now I stand up for u and believe in u and u really are important to me and i dont want to see u get hurt. So please stay round blubberbusters. I really am tryin to help but since i havent dealt with it its hard for me to help since i dont no whut ur goin through. So I am sorry and I really am here for u gurl i love u like a sista and man please do whuts right. U do swear at people yes but thats cuz they start tomake u mad talkin bout anoxicsea and when u try to say something nice to them to stop they just start getting mad. Yes and people do call me fat in the chatroom and i report them i think in order for this place to be a good place we should all keep an eye out for those talkin bout bfs and becoming anorxic and help them not to or tell them not to and if the get mad then report them with there IP address to the feeback people and thats whut i did cuz i was tired of it and it has been a little better but who knows . Well thank u chels for posting this and i admire u for saying all of that and I am sorry for everyones immaturity and sorry for all the things i said before we became friends. Well I am soooo sorry please just lets everyone help eachother please.
Reply from chelsea, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 152.163.252.xxx Thank you too Katilyn
Reply from Kaitlyn, Age 14 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 68.184.9.xxx Chelsea, don't listen to red, u probably new that but just thought i would tell you!!!!
Reply from red - 06/25/04 - IP#: 213.233.146.xxx also, being fat.... i think that a person who had anorexia would know how to loose weight, and would just get over it.... a person who has went through anorexia is not a self pitying person
Reply from Kaitlyn, Age 14 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 68.184.9.xxx Chelsea u seem like a real nice person and all and I know that if someone calls u fat u r gonna get mad, but all of us have had that some time or other just b/c we are overweight and we are sad a/b it and then when other people tease us it just makes everything worse, but sometimes u post stuff like gosh, duh I new that and stuff and that upsets people and u seem selfish sometimes, maybe this isn't u but that's just kinda how u make it seem.
Reply from red - 06/25/04 - IP#: 213.233.146.xxx that is quite a statement, how would you know if you have had a harder life than anyone... but there you go, i have said that you are a self pitying cow, but you have just proved my point..believe me there are a lot of people who can only dream to be as lucky as you are. you are not and were never anorexic, and if you genuinely believe that you did have it, then you obviously do not understand what it is to have... you should really just get over yourself and get on with your life... you have it easy, if weight can be your only problem to think of, then you have it very easy... stop self pitying, lieing, and being such a naiive cow.....
Reply from chelsea, Age 15 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 149.174.164.xxx Thank you so much again Annie
Reply from Annie, Age 14 - 06/25/04 - IP#: 66.30.249.xxx hey chelsea, that was a really good post... i believe that u had eating disorders and i know its not something to joke about... man, teens can be really cruel these days. neways, just believe in urself and u can achieve anything and ppl need to stand up for other ppl even if they don't know them. and if u need to talk to me, i'm a good listener, email me at dancergurl14@comcast.net and i'd be more than happy to listen! God bless and good luck. ~Annie
