From Melissa, Age 15 - 04/27/04 - IP#: 24.107.13.xxx  Click here to reply  
You know hwat hurts...to try and lose weight and to lose a little just to gain some back. I'm fat...plain and simple and what hurts is when you haev school-wide testing and both your best friend and your worst enemy are in the room next to you along with your crush. Of course your best friend's enemy is your enemy so of course your enemy is going to try and start crap. So she tells your crush that you like him(not really that big of a deal its the after comment from one of hte other people in the room) They said, "Man Lewis..you have both the fat girls now." (referring to me and some other girl)The you have to have your best friend tell you this right before lunch. It doesn't make you very hungry nor does it make you want to go near the lunch room. I am sick of never actually losing weight. I don't feel like i can do it because its so hard. I have almost no support. Sure people say they support me but they don't do anything but eat and buy junk food and say-oh well. I can't go on like that. I want a diet buddy but i don't want someone who is 130 pounds that wants to get to 115 or something. I want someone in the same boat as me...someone that is really struggling. I weigh over 200 pounds and I am sick and tired of it. I would be happy just to get below 200. Please someone be willing to help! Email me at: blinded_by_pride@yahoo.com