From Amanda, Age 19 - 07/20/08 - IP#: 63.135.26.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'8", Start: 225 lb, Today: 170 lb, Goal: 150 lb - oh my god, yesterday was a binge-fest. i must have had about 3000 calories. i dunno what came over me. i think it was because the day before (friday) i went to Canada's Wonderland (for those of you who don't know, its a theme park kind of like disneyland only way smaller obviously lol) and i did soooooooo much walking, and hardly ate, so i think i was just starved. but i didn't gain anything from it. but today ive had my eating under control. ive had about 770 calories so far and im goig out tonight so i know i wont be eating so ill eat something beforehand so i dont get too hungry. i realllly wanna be in the 160s!! ive been stuck at 170 for about 5 or 6 weeks now and im getting tired of it. i just want to get rid of this flab for good. at wonderland, there were so many skinny girls in their short shorts and it just made me feel like a huge piece of crap. i will do this, its going to take a while though. i wish it wouldnt take so long but anything worthwhile must be worked for. so i guess im starting fresh today and im determined to see that scale move. wish me luck, and good luck guys! i see pretty much everyone is doing very well. and don't worry Claire, i feel you. I know exactly how you feel. I can;t stop thinking about food! we cant let it control us though. we just have to keep pushing. <3
Reply from ellie, Age 15 - 07/21/08  - IP#: 88.81.132.xxx
claire i know exactly how you feel. my relationship with food is so love/hate. i love the taste but i hate it because it makes me gain weight allthe time an stuff. i kinda wish i hated the taste even tho life would be a little boring.
 
Reply from Jessica, Age 13 - 07/20/08  - IP#: 64.12.116.xxx
just relax and start over, you can do it! love and best wishes!
 
Reply from Claire, Age 19 - 07/20/08  - IP#: 64.131.205.xxx
thanks! I know I just hate food now. I mean I love it but I hate it too you know? we can do thisss just start over.