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From Aiden, Age 26

Ht. 5'7", Start: 340 lb, Today: 340 lb, Goal: 240 lb - Hi guys, so. . . I guess you have to hit rock bottom, in order to help yourself rise back up? I am so unhappy. I want to be happy again. I am in such a weird situation. I know 26 sounds old, but I don't feel old. . . or like an adult. I need to do some serious growing up. Well, here goes my story. I have been with my boyfriend for 2 and a half years, he likes big guys, but has told me several times that he wants me to be healthy. I want to be healthy too! But, I have some motivation issues as well as a hernia to kind of hinder my motivation. I want to be at a more manageable weight. I want to fit in good looking clothes again! I have put on so much weight that I wear a size 3X shirt and 46 pants I just want to be normal again. I also want to keep my relationship. . . keeping in mind that my boyfriend likes big guys. I know this is a weird situation, friends, but I just feel so alone in my situation. He goes to work when I come home from work and by the time he gets off, I am asleep so I can be ready for work in the morning, so I have no one to talk to. Since I got into my relationship, I have lost communication with all of my friends, so I don't have any friends to talk to about anything. Someone please tell me I'm not weird.