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From Jessica, Age 19

Ht. 5'3.7", Start: 162 lb, Today: 174 lb, Goal: 118 lb - I can see you guys, struggling a lot more than I am, my issue, is sitting on my laptop hiding in my bedroom, hearing that my six year old niece lost 2 lbs!! she was 67 lbs now she's 65!! that made me get re movaited!! 118-115 here I come!! I want to lose the w.t. off been trying almost four years now, crazy, my size 11/12/ jeans Junior's from dELiA*s the entire chain is shutting down no, no, no, my fave store that got me movited so many times to lose some of the w.t. I'm nerves of my size 14 Jeans getting tight I said that's it, I'm serious, sitting is my issue, I'm really addicted to sitting no there's not any junk in my house, once in a while, measuring things I measured butter 1 TSP, half bagle, I hope to get back to size 11/12/ Juniours in my jeans!! & finally lose inches oh my chest its embarssing after looking at my horse show pics from this past Oct I felt really ashamed & embarssed... you guys re not alone in this!!, the scale digtal dose not work, it needs battires, I'm really dermited I 'd like to get it off before I go to college Aug 2015., I 'll be 20 in Jul wow time flew, what?, whoa, the chat room got me very spooked , its was 15 months ago, yes my friend almost killed herself., thank God she's still alive!! yes I'm exicted of being going somewhere on 18th birthday weekend! doing something with her, never give up, guys if u know somebody or if they know somebody who is going to really kill themselves get them help rite away., I think Amnda Todd she 'd be 18 years old by now, a senior in high school if some one said hey Amanda u re pretty, awesome, nice girl, its scary where she is enterly, there teen girls like her that need someone say hey want to with us?, I reasuced my friend from killing herself., no killing themselves is not the only opition.,, there is hope! Christ can open his arms, he 'll say this not your life to take.,, Jessica19.