hey dont starve yourself you said you lost about 32 lbs. but u gained it back..that's what happens my advice would be to drink alot of water if u lose weight i lost 15 lbs. from drinkng water! i have some friends that r straving themselves or had and now they have to fingernails becasue no nutrients got to her nails and they fell off dont let that happen to you! trust me your perfect how you are! :-)