i no exsactly wut ur sayin im always gettin mad at myself becuz im not skinny im sayin to myself if i was skinny i would be soo much better at this and that but me complaining and wining to myself wont help thats wut i always try and tell myself if im about to grab a cookie or sumthin like that now meaghan do u really need that after i dont eat it i feel proud of myself like ive just accomplished something even if thats not a big deal its just a cookie well it is a big deal to me to have enough self control over that even if its just a cookie.....sry i just kind of started rambling in here