Don't kill yourself. Think of all the things you can accomplish in your life. Don't think so much about how you're looking, but set a goal for yourself or a saying, or something that you want to live by. Start a club or something at school for charity or mentor other kids. You'll realise that committing suicide is not actually for the greater good but you are depriving the world of something very valuable. And anorexic is not a diet, nor is it a lifestyle, and I would know because I've been battling it for years. It is a disease that just takes over you and you can think of nothing else. I'm trying to get over it, and I am coming here for many reasons, and one of them is so that other people don't fall into the trap of anorexia. If you ever want to talk, email me... ~chaz.