Don't kill urself Jesus created u and loves you and is taking care of you he gave you the gift of life jesus will help you through your weight problems just like he has helped me...He loves you and doesn't want you dead!!! If you want him to live in your heart pray this prayer: Jesus I know I've sinned and I believe you died in the cross for my sins..AM SORRY for sinning come to my heart and give me a new life in jesus name amen if you prayed this prayer...Welcome to the family of God find a church and go there!!