Please dont do something that could end up hurting you. First of all are u really overweight? Secondly there are other ways to help yourself... I use to be 180 pounds and i felt the same exact way u are feeling, then one day in health class my teacher talked to me about obesity and ways to cope with it. I know it might seem hard at first bu someone can help you consult with a doctor, or a personal friend. You can get ur life on track if u take the right cautions. If I did u can do it also. You should feel exremely proud of ur self for asking for help. your probably a great person who just feel a little confused right now. Remember u can lose weight if u just have the strength inside.