Hey..i feel your pain. Have you ever tried to be apart of a weight loss group..like weight watchers or Jenny craig...if you have support from other people just like you...it helps sooooooo very much! they are a little expensive but it is worth every penny. My mom was apart of one and they gave her food and told her what exercises to do that responds to her body and she lost so much weight very, very fast...it is totally worth a try! Don't give up...trust yourself!