Dan, Hey! I know what you're goin' through I would love to help you and encourage you to keep going ...by the way lol I am 15 a girl...duh! (lol) and am get this ...247 lbs...I know ginormous...lol it's all right though I am working on it but if you want to work together than that'd be great! If you want to keep in touch with me Dan you can IM me on AOL or AIM at pineapplepride88 or E-mail me at pineapplepride88@aol.com Good luck! I know you can do it! Just tell yourself you can as well ;)