I am trying to recover from anorexic, so I understand what you mean. Is there something that is making you unhappy or something that's making you feel out of control? The bulimia could be because you are trying to get rid of some emotion. You should talk to someone if you want to recover, or you can always look at websites, because there are tons on eating disorders if you don't want to talk to anyone. (you can also email me at chazlootes@hotmail.com)