Karyn I have exactly the same probably as you. I had worked so hard for the past 3-4 years going from 185lbs to 150. I was about 150 - 155 lbs and then 4 months ago I graduated high school and just ate and ate and ate! I dont know what posessed me but for some reason I just had cravings. I now weigh 185 lbs again. I can totally relate to how pissed off you feel! It was like all that work for nothing. To lose the weight before I calorie counted. Now I'm trying to get back into that but it is so hard. If you have any tips or want to share thoughts or ideas email me at fruit_salad_yummy_yummy@hotmail.com Also, what is your height? I am 5'9, sorta tall thats why my weight is a bit higher. Bye!