ppl r so mean because they want to be cool, and fit in, and be "popular" no, 189 or wutever u r is NOT fat! yeah, it overweight, but i don't act that way towards larger kids than me, and acutally, you r close, real close, to being perfect! I think that you should not care how others treat u. if they ignore you, they ignore you. so wut? i get teased and wut not because i have freckles, or becasue i am not popular, but i don't let them know that it bugs me. i am sure u do the same. just go on ur way, acting happy, and soon, they will think, " hey, she don't care that I am ignoring her and being cruel to her." and they will find no reason to be mean to you. yes, some things will never change, but don't let it bug you. good luck in college!! wut college r u going to, and wut r you studying and wanting to be?