Honey, believe me, if you're overweight and have been all your life not eating is not going to work. If controlling your appetite is hard to do, how can you stop eating??? I see you have started to look for help, that's a good start. Why don't you tell you're parents to take you to a dietitian? Loosing weight is something that has to be done by yourself, you don't force people to help you. Just don't stop trying ok? Cya ;-)