ruthie dont end your life, i bet all your family would hate that you have tons of ppl who love and care for you. i tried to make my self throw up but i couldnt so i stoppped i cant stop eating or i'll die. ppl make fun of me like that too its awful and i also thought of ending my life but too many ppl love me so please e-mail me at blonde_chik06@yahoo.com i hope we can help each other