Hi, I understand how ya'll feel because I weigh more than every girl in my grade... even more than all the guys. I hate going to lunch because everyone stares at me and I can see all the gorgous, thin cheerleaders gosiping and snickering about me and watching me eat. So I try to eat as little as possible. I've been to a couple of dances and one time a really cute guy that I had liked forever asked me to dance but I later found out it was a joke and he stuck a paper on my back saying, "Don't dance with me , your hands may get lost" I was so hurt and hated showing my face at school the next week. I'm thinking about going anorexic before highschool because I know that the commets will get worse. Both my sisters are really pretty and skinny and I feel like I'm the oddball. The fat, ugly unpopular one. If anyone as any tips to lose weight really fast please tell me. I am really depressed and thinking about throwing up my dinner of 2 extra crispy chicken breasts, 5 sides of mashed potatoes, 1 pint of mint chocolate chip ice-cream and a triple chocolate fudge shake. I hate myself. Life has no purpose if your clothes have to be specially made. Please help. I have to lose weight soon or I may end my life soon.