Why don't you give into fruits and vegetables, chicken breast, salad. I know you have heard this a billion times but making yourself throw up is not the way to lose weight. Your teeth will suffer big time, you put your life in jepardy, and suffer many problems later in life. I used to be really big. I thought about those things, but I realized I am too important and too smart for that. Chosing to eat healthier and exercise made me lose my weight in 5 months! 5 months!! Compared to throwing up and feeling sick for years. I just had patience! 5 months and I had a body I wanted. Please listen to me, it can happen to you. Don't let food be an enemy. Your body needs nutritious food.