hey! I was gonna kill myself and i had told my friends and then the next day, i stayed home, and my mom called and told me about how my friends had told the school counselors . And i was really touched, i thought nobody cared, and that i was just a loser , people wouldnt' really pick on me,they just talked behind my back. And that really made me realize that even if people dont really show that they care how you want them to show it, they do really care. They may say i hate you,, or i wish u were dead, or your soo fat , i can't stand to look at you. Half the time they dont really mean it, and when people pick on you b/c of ur looks or a dissability, they do it cause they think it'll make them look cool, but to me , it makes them look like stupid jerks . My email is mcbabygirl14@hotmail.com , and if you have msn messenger you can add me. Bye :P