Oh mi gosh please dont kill yourself! if you have msn add me to ur list: sugarbabe181@hotmail.com we can talk or just email me. You should'nt lisen to people, and if things are really bad go to your head of year and say you want something done about this now, and tell her/ him everyhting thats haapened to you. I can help you lose weight if you email me. Luv Beth xxx