Infact please email me ur not a loser and you cant listen to what other people say....there so much to do life is to short as it is..im sure your a great person..and you cant think that you are a loser..you wont start looking better untill u start feeling better my mom recently got hit by a drunk driver too, I thank god that she's still alive..maybe if you can look into it and start something against drunk drivers..and save other kids and families from going through what you are..im not sure what religion you are, im honestly not even sure what religion i am but..your here for a reason..dont waste it.. Jen