I know exactly how you feel. I'm 5'8 and somewhere around 156-150. My friends are all tiny, short, skinny, the whole deal. I hate shopping with them because they're grabbing 0's and I'm trying to see if they have and 11's. I had anorexia a while back, but I think I'm over it. I'm trying to lose weight again and this time I'm trying to do it the right way. e-mail me at starberrybeth@hotmail.com if you want to talk to me!