Don't worry Chaz I know how ya feel. But think of this . I'm 13, I weigh 400 pounds, I'm on a venalator, because I'm so fat my voice is as deep as a 40 year old's, I have a butt bigger than my dad's, when I sit down my stomache bursts out of my pants, my fat on my thighs goes over the edge of the chair. And scince I Japanese kids call me fatso sumo. Talk to me bro, I'm Jackson on the bulliten board. And the most embarrasing thing happened to me Last friday at this chinese resturant. I sat down at the table and almost immediately my pants split, the button on them burst out and flew into a guys drink. Then he said hey watch it TUBBY! Talk to me man!