I sooooo know how you feel. I'm in the 7th grade right now and i also weigh 180 lbs. The only thing on my side is that i'm 5'7" so i don't look like i weigh 180. I just carry weight real well. Any ways would u be interested in being my weight loss buddy. Well if you are or just want to talk e-mail me at GlitterBabe750@aol.com