hey, I know exactly how u feel only I was 5'3 180 I have lost over 40 pounds and I even am starting to get a six pack losing weight makes u feel more comfortable being who u are but remember if u are wanting to lose weight don't do it to impress anyone but urself because if u lose weight for someone else and things go wrong u will gain it back. it took me a long time but I finally realized that and it paid off. good luck with everything