firstly, laxatives just dehydrate you because the water is not being absorbed in the large intestine, and vomiting just rots your teeth so they fall out, gives yu stomach ulcers, and ulcers in your mouth, i know how desperate you feel, im just the same, but god gave everyone a beautifulk body, we have ruined it wiht the wrong diet, (but you seem to eat well) or not exercising, try to respect the bodyu god gave you and lose weight the healthy way, of cutting down on food sizes and exercising, good luck, tell me how you go, luv rachel