suicide?? that's the easy way out. you need to fight this. losing weight is not an issue worth killing yourself over. I have a secret. EAT RIGHT AND EXERCISE REGULARLY. If you at least TRY these to things, BOTH AT THE SAME TIME, because just eating right or exercise alone is not as effective- its a no fail plan. you will WILL lose weight if you eat right and exercise. Just remember the food is not controling you-0 you are in complete control of what you put in your body- GOOD LUCK and i truely mean that- lotta love PEACE