Whoa tiger, chill. Let me help you!!! It's ok. It's really ok. I promise you- you may be a little chubbed out right now- but within the next 2 months you will have lost those 20 pounds. I weighed 145 pounds. I now weigh 125. I lost 20 pounds in less than 2 months. I did not starve myself or become bulimic. I recently posted my diet plan on the board- check it out. I had weight problems for 5 years. I swear- everything will work out, lets not get all crazy and spaz hun- if you have any questions about anything or wanna know some tips on dieting and exercise hit me back by posting up on the board- ahight??? ok keep it real- Peace¤¤