Hey Email me at metallica1850@aol.com i know what you are going through, i went through the same thing. I use to weigh 175 pounds but I lost the weigh and now I'm 125 now but I am still unhappy, I still percieve myself as fat. losing weigh doesn't make you happy, i have friends who weigh 110-115 and they think they are so fat yet they are so thin i wish i looked like them. anyhow, email me so we can talk