i know that awkwardness when you're bigger and you're going out with a boy. i definetly felt that way on my first date with my bf. but that was over a year ago. when you really get to know the person then it really doesn't matter. just stick with the exersizing and make sure that you're doing cardio exersize for at least a half hour every day and eat less then what you eat now and always remember that good things come to patient people. good luck! and i really hope that you and that boy work out!