Hey Misty, you know, I know exactly how you feel. I would really like to talk to you and tell you about how I plan to help myself one step at a time. Hopefully if you want, we can help each other. I really want to help myself, and somebody, and I think we could bond and get to know each other. My email is bfz_0306@yahoo.com You can email me whenever, and talk about whatever. I'll be here if you wanna talk. Good Luck with everything. But remember, you can have a friend in me!