I almost feel the same way, i am a size 12/14 and 5'5. I am one of the most popular girls in school and i feel like i dont look so bad. I know I way too much for my age and height but when i look in the miror i dont see someone so HUGE I see someone a little overwieght. Everyone tell me that I am so pretty and I have alot of friends but i just dont understand it, i can so relate to you!