hey, hey ok...i am just a little bit younger than you BUT i do know exactly how you feel. I get real p***ed at myself whenEVER i eat and force myself to run every freakin day. its now a compulsive thing because over the summer i went from around 145 to 125 and with my height 5'5, 5'4 im STILL not happy with myself. ok, my advice: no doubt hun, you lost weight. You may not notice it when you look at yourself BUT you did, and its very VERY very hard to gain it back. Just trust k, ive lost myself in icecream god knows how many times since.