I completely and totally know how you feel. I used to weigh over 200 lbs., and it was horrible what a hard time other kids my age gave me. I worked so hard to lose weight and now I am under 200 finally. It is sooo stupid how everyone atomatically makes all sort of assumptions about people based on their weight. I still need to lose more weight, mabye we could help eachother? If so, email me at alina_restana@angelfire.com. U can do it, good luck :-)