Hi terri! I'm from england so I don't understand pounds, but I think I weigh about the same as you. I read a great book called girls under pressure and it taught me that being fat is being better than skeletally thin. So don't get narked with your appearence (although sometimes I just can't stick mine!) I love to eat sweets like great slabs of glistening nogat and chewy, chewy tofee and I do!!!!